Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Running Reparation


Ahhhh... That's the sigh of relief after being finished with my marathon. I'd forgotten what it felt like to have something that you train for over the course of several months and then the satisfaction that comes with its completion. What a beautiful, humbling, and painful thing. So many times during my race did the question float forward in my mind and ask, "What was your point in doing this? How is this fun," and many other similar questions, all between the 20K and 40K markers.
Some interesting things to note along the way:
- There were about 20,000 people in this race, so I was never alone.
- As you'll see in the video, there was much nervous excitement, accompanied by cheerleaders leading exercises.
- I started in the "M Group", which started 50 minutes after the "A Group" since I didn't have a registered time from another race. - This meant I had a lot of passing to do to catch up to people who were more my pace. Sometimes I ran in rain ditches to get around clusters of people.
- Whenever I took out my earphones to my Ipod, all I usually heard was the treading of feet on pavement. Nobody was talking...
- ... except when we ran through the tunnels. Then, the Koreans screamed and shouted like grade school children.
- I started the race a little hungry because I had to wait around for so long. I also peed 3 times before my group went.
- At 20K, they gave us "Choco Pie" the Korean equivalent to moon pies. I grabbed 2, one for then, and one for later. But since I had no pouch for it, I tried tucking it into the back of my shorts, only to have it shuffle down and out the bottom, so it looked like I was pooping moon pies.
- I couldn't get enough liquids in me. At 27.5KM, I started drinking the water from the sponges they were giving out.
- I got a brief hamstring cramp around 30K.
- The distance between the markers seemed to get further and further apart, like some kind of sick joke. I think I was just getting slower.
- I saw around 20 foreigners in the entire race. I thought there would have been more.
- At 30K was when my time stopped mattering in my mind. My goal became to not walk.
- I cramped up solid around 35K and had to stretch and walk until the cramp went away.
- My goal became to just get this stupid race over as soon as possible.
- Somewhere along the way, the music that had been pumping me up seemed to fade into background elevator music.
- Around 37K, my friend Zac met me to run the rest of the way. I never knew it could be so uplifting to see a familiar face.
- It was a discomforting feeling to chug about a liter of liquids at the last drink station and not feel at all like my thirst was quenched.
- I cramped up twice more before the finish, just walked until they subsided, and then continued on.
- Crossed the finish line with an official split of 3:49.43.
- As I slowed to walk after the finish, about half of the muscles in my lower legs seized up.
- The next hour or so of pain may have been some of the most discomfort I have ever experienced. Nothing would loosen with time. I downed about 2 liters of Gatorade and water, but didn't pee until several hours later. My hips were so tight, I felt like I'd just finished riding a huge horse.
- My emotions were at the end of my sleeves afterwards. Joy and pain came so quickly, so when Rebs ran towards me, I couldn't help but to well up with emotion. It was so good to hold her again. (You can't call me sappy unless you've done a marathon yourself.)

That's pretty much it for details. My aches and pains have subsided, though my back seemed to tighten up yesterday and my left ankle feels a little tweaked. But I'm just happy to say that I got out of it alive, given that quite a few people have died while running marathons. I feel that God has blessed me to be able to experience such an event. I don't know yet if I'll ever do another one. I would have to have a really good reason. Although, the half-marathon seems much more appealing to me. Maybe next year. For now, I have the itch to climb.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Marathon Jitters


As you may know, I have been training for a marathon, which will be my first. It is happening on Sunday and I can't wait for it to be over. I don't know why I'm so nervous, but I catch myself thinking about it throughout the day and my heart starts beating faster. I have anxiety over racing, which is ridiculous because I really shouldn't have expectations. It's my first one ever. I should just be happy finishing, but I think it must be my competitive nature that compels me to think I should go a certain time. And it doesn't help knowing what the Boston qualifying time is either.
I have to keep telling myself that I really don't care that much about running. It was just a fun thing to do to take a break from rock climbing. But somehow I find myself over-analyzing my race, worrying about getting enough food/water during the race. I've already made a playlist for my I-pod with some good beats, and hopefully the 19,999 other people out there will be an encouragement. A funny thing that may turn out to be a blessing in disguise is that I am in the last group to cross the starting line. Since there are so many people in the race, they have organized participants into blocks; group A, B, C, etc to group N. I'm in group N because I didn't make up an entry time. So if I do end up going my goal time (under 4 hours) then I will be passing quite a few people. (The people in group M are entered around 5-5:30)
We head up tomorrow sometime, planning to meet up with friends and either camp or chance our luck on a hotel with all the other people. I'm trying to let go a little of my preparedness and be more spontaneous, just to see what God has in store for us. For those of you thinking and praying for me, thank you. I need it.

Salmon Festival


Well, I have about 10 minutes before I must leave for class. So this blog may be a bit sporatic, but I wanted to update everyone on what has been going on. In short, last weekend was an amazing weekend. The weather has been a bit chilly and gusty, but overall very nice due to the fluorescent changing of the leaves in Mt. Seorak. We went to Yang-yang(양양), a town smaller than Gangneung (겅릉), last weekend for the Salmon Festival. It consisted of a handful of tents set up near the river, all related to the catching and eating of salmon. Imagine the state fair on a much smaller scale, Korean style. There was a pole set up with cut-outs of fish on the top for people to throw bean bags through. But the main attraction was the catching of the salmon.

Catching salmon included putting on some garden gloves, rolling up your pant legs and going shin deep into some icy river water to try to catch two-foot-long-swimming-beasts/fish (depending on who you talk to). It was one of the most fun times I've had in Korea. Cheap thrills, I know. But the best part for me was watching my wife squirm just as much as the fish I had caught for her. I had caught two by the tail just above the back fin, and was trying to hand off to Rebs, but every time she would reach for it, it would shake its body and she would shriek like a little girl. The fish must have sensed her nervousness because it would then proceed to squirm more. (I almost lost it a couple of times.) Eventually, I got it passed off to her and we got them both out of the water safely, inked, diced, and iced before taking it with us. I'll be sure to put pictures up next time I write.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Happy Chuseok

Good Morning Everyone,

Not much new is going on with us. Just another week down. The weather continues to be amazing. I love Fall. It's Chuseok holiday here which is the equivalent of Thanksgiving in the States which means that we have a 4-day weekend. Hooray! We've decided to spend most of it here at home since traffic everywhere will be terrible and we've been so busy between work and weekend excursions. It's nice to just be at home sometimes. It feels kind of like a Saturday morning even though it's only Friday. We slept in this morning and now Dusty is currently making an attempt at homemade biscuits and gravy. It smells delicious. I'm listening to Colbie Caillat's new album "Breakthrough". It's awesome, mellow, happy music. We have nothing planned for the day. It's beautiful outside. Perhaps we'll head to the beach for a few hours.

My birthday week was wonderful. I spent it doing what I love with the people I love most in Korea. We headed up to the mountains for what else? camping and climbing of course. It was a blast. I can't believe I'm 30 but I've decided I'm ready to embrace this next decade and look forward to all it has to offer. I'm happy to say goodbye to my 20's. They were good but somewhat of a tumultuous time for me. I think it might be that way for most of us. For a large part of them I felt kind of lost and without a purpose. As much as I enjoyed them, I'm ready to say goodbye to all the changes and utter confusion. I spent about 10 years figuring out my purpose and direction. I've been really intentional about deciding who I want to be which apparently takes awhile. I think I've got myself mostly straightened out now and am totally content where I'm at in my life. I love waking up each morning ready to find out what the day has to offer. I can feel something changing within me slowly. I feel like I'm on the verge of the next stage of life and God is preparing my heart for what's still to come. I'm growing up, becoming more grounded, and am starting to think more outside of myself. I'm hoping the next stage is becoming a mother in a few years. I'm sure that's what I want now and I'm not as scared of that as I used to be. I actually get excited at the thought of raising a few little ones.

Happy Chuseok